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updates..
next mon, prelim oral.. haiz.. going to do all the class at one shot in the hall.. there will be 14 teachers..
yesterday, i went for napfa test, expected.. all passed except inclined pull up, standing board jump, shuttle run and 2.4 km run... and the most frustrated is that if you fail 1, when you retake, NEED take all 5 stations.. i super hate it.. the more you force me, the more i do not wan to pass.. i wan to be the first 1 not to pass my napfa in the sec 5 level for this year.. although this is not the thing i should proud of... but i just hate doing it.. i also know that a lot of ppl also dun like it.. but they do it is because they wan to pass... for me, i think make no difference ar.. haiz...
haiz.. i really have a lot wan to say de.. to a lot of people..

i wanna say why must pass 2.4km, can't i be the only 1 not to pass...
i wanna say why must you "complain" to others to tok about our progress in pe lesson..
i wanna say ya, i am a auntie, but do you think i care? i dun care.. what matters to me in studies. even if you wan me to study during your lesson, i wiling to do so...
i wanna say ya, i dun wan to pass, and you always say believe in yourself, but i just dun wan to believe..
i wanna say i dun care how you all think about me, whether i'm a timid, coward or whatever person, even if you wan to mock at me.. i also dun care.. cos if anything goes wrong, it's me the 1 who is at fault, i won't blame others..
i wanna say why must you force some1 who dun wan to do this, does it really matters you a lot.. ya, i know you care for us but if we dun care, you can do nothing about it..

i wanna say to you that are you a trustworthy person.. ya, what's done is done.. you can't change it.. but can't you just keep things between the both of us, just because our friendship no longer exists in a way, you must li jian other ppl's feelings..
i wanna say, just because of your few sentences, you make the friendship between me and the others even worse. we only tok unless necessary..
i wanna say are you happy now? to see wad we are now? maybe you are sad..
i wanna say we used to be so happy together, as in our friendship.. but last time, you say i neglect you, and so our friendship drifted apart, ya, it's my fault..

i wanna say that do you really care about us? ya, i did say about you.. and so,you dare to say you are perfect.. ya, you now slim already, and so, you dare to criticise other ppl.. and say that my attitude is worse, ya ya ya.. worser than you, happy?
i wanna say ya, now you slim, you more used to show your figure to other ppl.. yaya..
i wanna say ya, you tok bad about me, and vice versa also.. but do you know, you change a lot... haiz.. you know, everybody in my house dun like you even me too..nya, so now you are very experienced, you tend to order ppl around..
i give up completely, time will heals the wound.. ya, this sounds that i'm hurt more than you.. and dun noe is it true a not.. haiz.. carry on with your character, attitude, behaviour and your figure.. hope can attract more friends.. i give it up, let you win, let you taste the atmophere of everybody surrounding you as if you are a star, and they wan your signature.. but even i lose you as a friend or vice versa, our friendship are lost.. we can't go back to where we are if we patch..
i wanna say ya ya ya, everything is wat we say, but you also agree wad.. so you can't blame us.. even though i admit that my character not so good than you, but the most happiest thing is that i finally release from all the thinking thinking stuffs that exists between the both of us.. and i wan to thank you for losing me as a friend..

i wanna say ya, i didn't attend my cca and so, do you think i willingly to join this cca? is because of cca points.. this cca is so boring.. then if you ask me, why i join? you must never forget the fact that cultural club and entrepreneur club merged together..
i wanna say, yes, my attitude is worse.. but do you really rewards to some1 who is deserved to be rewarded, but what we deserve to get, just rmb to give it to us...haiz..

thanks for being my friend:

• although i think that sometime friends not necessary cos he/she may become your burden.. but i willingly to do so
• to stay by my side and hears my joy and sorrows
• to go out with me and windows shopping together
• to do all the stuffs that friend should do so
• to buy those stuffs when you bought overseas.. even if i dun really like it or whatever, i will still appreciate aand treasure it..
• although sometime, i dun bother about you or didn't care about your feelings
• to share every moments we are together
• that sometime accompany me home
• that you forget my flaws and remember my good points
• for treasuring me as your friends
• that sometime my joke not so funny and sometime, you dun understand at all
• that you help me during work
• that you wait for me and treat me
• that we do all the crazy stuffs including buy our lunch at century square and da bao back to pasir ris..

forget le.. shall add on next time if i remember.. haha

haiz.. shall stop here.. long time didn't upload pic le.. soon will upload bah.. haiz