NAVIGATE TO START :)

feeling that my blog is dead.. no live at all.. haha.. erm, collect my prelim results.. half half bah.. a maths and eng still dun noe yet.. feel that i did badly.. but i got improve but still got F9 in my humanities.. haiz.. my science still the same, B3... if i didn't make any mistakes in practical, i can get a A2.. haiz.. always tel myself to buck up, but it went wrong becos of my laziness.. i'm not hardworking as outside may seem.. why? why i can't get rid of my mind a lot of stuffs... eg, internet shows, always look so xi yin ren to me.. chinese novels too!!
i also feel that inside me, i like to compare marks bah.. haiz.. knowing that their marks is better than me, i should be happy for them but feel jealous bah.. majority, i feel that women are jealous of something or someone.. haiz.. always think that things are not too well for me.. being pessimistic bah.. haiz.. we should think of the bright things.. haiz.. haiz.. shall end here..